TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE !!!
I am a 25 year old mother to Noah Toledo, who is 3 years old. I was over joy when I discovered that I was expecting. Despite the fact that I was young and not prepared I excepted it because it is a blessing. I was 22 when I gave birth to a healthy 7lbs 0.4 oz baby boy natural child birth. Little did I know all the joy that filled my heart would be shattered on October 20, 2008. Its every parent’s worst nightmare. I woke up to discover that my healthy baby had a fever that hit 105.0 and a rash on the extremities ( from his neck to his lower abdomen ) of his body. His eyes were blood shot red and had conjunctivitis coming out of his eyes ( which is a puss ). I knew as a mother that something was not right with my baby. That was not your normal looking rash but I didn’t want to face the fact there was something wrong with my baby or the fact that I would be judge as a first time mother. I didn’t want to take him to daycare because I knew he was too weak and I wanted to make sure that he was kept a close eye on. So I dropped him off with his father. I told him should he get worse please call me. I Gave him Tylenol and said to check his fever and make sure it goes down. Just an hour went by and I received a call that the baby was getting worse and his fever would not go down. I left work and picked him up at his father’s house. I noticed the rash had spread all over his entire body. I quickly rushed him to Miami Children’s hospital.
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This was Noah on 10/20/2008 when he 1st walked into the ER. |
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They started him on an IV. The emergency doctor asked me all sorts of questions like "did I use a different detergent? Is he allergic to anything? Did I feed him something then I usually do"? I knew where she was headed and I told her “ with all due respect this is not an allergic reaction “ . This rash is totally different then your normal rash. She was going to discharge us and I said “ no I want a second opinion ” . several RN’S came to see if it was measles or chicken pox but no one knew what it really was. This is when Dr.Cotilla from infectious disease came in and started to exam Noah. He saw that he had this rare rash, swollen hands and feet of almost a purple color as if lack of oxygen and blood were not flowing to the hands and feet. Fever of 105.0, blood shot red eyes, conjunctivitis, minor swollen lymphoid, and the strawberry tongue .
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In this picture Noah had 105 fever. Doctors advise to remove his clothes and apply wet compress on his head and armpits to try and reduce the fever. |
He said that Noah was going to be admitted. He then looked at us and said “ I’m most certain that we are dealing with Kawasaki Disease and you guys are not going anywhere ” . The first thing I did was Google what he was saying to understand what was it that my baby was going through. He told us how in Kawasaki’s Disease it is important that within the first 10 days that you begin this treatment called IVIG also known as gamma globulin. They started it that same day on 10/20/08. When I first brought him in to MCH through the emergency room . Doctor’s noticed that the first dose of IVIG did nothing to him so they started a second dose of IVIG. Also they began giving him baby aspirin 81mg a day. Then we noticed it decreased the rash on the extremities of his body but every other symptom remained. The doctor’s then advise me that they were going to start him on steroids. They began the steroids treatment and when they did one of their numerous blood work they noticed that his hemoglobin level was at a 6 and it should had been at 12. They advise me that he would need a blood transfusion. He was then rushed to PICU because he became tachycardia ( heart rate was really fast in the 210’s and would drop to 170’s) and received the blood transfusion there as well. He received a 2nd dose of steroids in PICU as well. We noticed that some of the rash was decreasing. Noah was still suffering from major joint pain and high fever. Doctor’s started to question whether he might have Leukemia or Juvenal rheumatoid arthritis. I was at a loss for words. I asked God “ why him, please spare him and give it to me “. They still noticed that he had fever of 103-105, what appeared to look like stains from the rash and peeling on his body began along with crack lips. Dr Rivas-Chacon began another type of treatment call Remicaid. Noah received 2 dose of that treatment. Finally on 11/14/08 I was able to go home and stay home. That entire journey caused Noah to fall back. He was walking before all this happened to him and now I had to put him back on the walker for therapy so that he can walk again. I was sent home on Prednisone ( oral steroid ) and aspirin to take extra precaution on the long term effects that is caused by Kawasaki Disease. An echo cardiogram ( ultrasound of the heart ) and an EKG ( test to show how the heart is beating ) was performed on 11/14/08 before he was released from the hospital and everything look great. Then on 01/16/09 he had another echo and EKG .
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Noah getting EKG |
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This is when I received the horrible news that 5 or 6 giant aneurysm had formed in both of his left and right arteries of his heart. One aneurysm measured larger than his aorta. I was terrified. My baby was only 1 year and 5 months old at that time. I didn’t want to lose him. The cardiologist DR.Z at the time placed Noah on one baby aspirin 81mg a day, and Coumadin (anticoagulant / blood thinner ). Coumadin is a really harsh anticoagulant in which the levels of your blood have to be monitored by a machine. I had a hard time getting the machine delivered to my house and I started to noticed that my son’s tongue would start to bleed just out of nowhere and his hair was falling off. He would also start to itch a lot on his head. I would keep calling the cardiologist but didn’t get a response back till almost a week and he said that those were common symptoms of that drug that the baby was on. He changed the baby to plavixs ( which is another anticoagulant ) but it’s used for adults. I felt that my baby was not receiving the correct dose because I had to cut the pill in four, dilute it in 5ml of water and only give him 3ml. It wasn’t till I had a Dr. appointment and the intern told me that the baby was having bad side effects from the Coumadin. I was upset because as a first time mother you trust these Doctor’s with your children’s lives. That is when I realized I have to believe in what I feel and most important seek a second opinion. Needless to say I dropped that Doctor in a heartbeat and found a wonderful pediatric cardiologist named Dr. Madeleen Mas located in Baptist Hospital in Miami Fl. On 08/07/09 my son had a cardiac cath performed to have an accurate idea as to which step to take next. Currently my son is on lovenox ( inject able anticoagulant) every 12 hours, propanalol, 3 times a day (batea blocker to coat the walls of the arties so that further damage is not caused) and 1 baby aspirin 81mg a day. Doctor Mas keeps in constant contact with Dr. Jane New burger in Children’s Boston Hospital who I have researched and is very knowledgeable at improving the diagnosis, treatment, and outcome of children with Kawasaki Disease and to minimize neurological problems that may occur after surgery for congenital heart disease. I had to go to Boston to run several test on Noah. This is when we discovered he had suffered a silent heart attack. By the miracle of God, his body created its own bypass. The reason why heart disease is the number one killer in children is because their bodies are not developed enough to create a re-route, but my son's heart did. That has to mean something. I began to have a whole new outlook on his recovery. I have read up on a lot of other parents stories and a lot of the stories don’t state the treatment that they are doing at home. I feel it’s important that I share my story because my son's case is really rare. It has been 2 years and now is when I’m able to help other parents that may be going through the same thing at this very moment or is searching for answers just like I have been. But mostly because I read the story of May Aldrin and it broke my heart. I pray to God everyday that I wake up from this never ending nightmare, and after reading about her heartbreaking story I realized that I need to go nationwide if I have to. I need to cure my son most importantly and help any parent out there that may be going through the same thing. My doctor has even mentioned that there may be a possibility that I may even have to go to Boston if that will be the best treatment for my son. Today Noah is a three year old active boy. If you don’t know me and see me walking with my son, you would never imagine the pain and suffering my son and everyone around me has to endure. He still remains with his 6 giant aneurysm and all the daily medication to keep him stable. What gets me through the day is seeing how he is such a sick boy, but you would never know. So full of energy, so full of life.
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This was Noah turning 3 |
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Noah with his new hair cut |
I have became such a strong person in dealing with the life changing journey. I have sent this letter to the Kawasaki Disease Foundation, to Oprah, Dr. Oz, the t.v show Doctor's, and any where and every where. I will not give up because my son deserves a normal life. Thank you to everyone that took the time to read my continuous journey and to learn about Kawasaki disease. And to you other parents out there going through the same thing, you are not alone. Words of advice, believe in yourself, be positive, seek a second opinion, and believe in him most of all ( GOD !!)
Wow Christine I am so sorry you have had to go through so much with Noah. He is an absolutely precious child. I wish you the best and hope that one day there will be an end to your nightmare. Thinking of you and Noah! Bless you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear everything that you and your son have had to endure. As a mother of 3 young girls, I can't even start to imagine the pain you have had. I am glad to see that you are using your experience to educate those who might be unaware of this disease. I applaud you for fighting for your son and following your instincts when you felt something wasn't right. I will keep Noah and your family in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteHey Little Sis,
ReplyDeleteThis was a beautiful report mamita, but the experience was a lot worse! Christine I am so proud of all that you have been threw in the pass few years with Noah & myself. You are truly a strong young woman! I only wish to one day have a family of my own with my battle with (MS). You have truly stood by my side just like you are always by your son side. Noah & I are truly proud of you sis. What makes our battle with our disease go a little bit easier is because we have the love & happiness from our family, friends, and most of all God by our side. Without those things our pains will be a lot worse. Thank you for bringing love & happiness to our lives. You are truly a strong woman. Mother of 2, Wife to Chris Flores, & wonderful sister. May God keep sending his blessing to you, Noah, & our family & send his blessings to help my Nephew Noah Toledo. May he heal him so that he can keep having a full beautiful life. To this I pray to you lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
Besos,
Chasity M. Rivera
i know with a mom like you he will make it out of this well... baby boy got good blood and if your a fighter his a fighter. so from my mouth to gods ears may noah over come this and get thur it.. i have faith in you guys. and i will support w/e it is you do for this kid. because i am going to be a dad and i would want the same for the cause of a life to live a full life problem free and healthy. nothing but love to you and yours.
ReplyDeleteChristine,
ReplyDeleteI wish there were words that I could speak to help you out of this horrible nightmare you have been living. I know with everyday and every smile your son gives you, only makes you stronger. I hope with the story and research they can help find a cure or at least a faster safer treatment for all Kawasaki victims. It is an admirable decision you have taken to let the world know about Kawasaki Disease. I am sure this story can help many parents out there suffering right now, new to it all. May God continue to show you love and give you and your family blessings. You are a very strong woman and a great mother to your precious son. Take care.
Mercy
Hey Christine,
ReplyDeleteReading this all brought tears to my eyes! Noah is such a fighter and you are just an amazing mommy! I think its great that your saying your story... bring awarness to other moms that feel like their alone. Many blessings to you guys & lil Noah is in my prayers always!
Ingry
It breaks my heart every time i think about noah, and what he has to endure every single day in his young life. I have nothing but the most respect for you and others who deal with this and other illnesses. Christine if you ever need something, i will always be their. Especially when it's for noah. You have been like a sister to me for many years. I was their during most of those stressfull times, and what i notice the most is noah has the best caretaker any one could ask for. He deserves the same chance at life we were given. With you, and the rest of the family behind noah with all the love and support i know first hand that he receives, i honestly believe noah will get that chance.
ReplyDeleteMuch love, Jojo
Christine,
ReplyDeleteMany times I think back when this was all going on, and all I could do was pray for the little guy and hoped that he would be better, Then I stopped and relaxed once I knew that Noah was blessed by the best thing that could happen to him, and that was that he has a wonderful mother that is by his side. He has turned out to be a beautiful boy who I hold a special place in my heart for. You two are in my prayers that everything works out for Noah and that they find a cure to help him grow into the young man he has become and trust me that this is all possible with the love and support that you give him.
Love you guys,
Yoshi
Christine wow I'm sorry you have had to go through all of this. I myself believe it or not, have a very similar story of my childhood. And you see me now and no one would even imagine the months spent at Jackson & and all the pain and suffering my entire family went through. But here I am through hope and prayers, perfect.I know Noah will triumph and do the same. He is a real good looking little boy, looks strong and healthy. You have nothing to worry about. Haven't seen you lately but from the Christine i know, the good(God) is on your side.Keep on strong and positive which i see your doing very very good at, and before you even know it this will all just be a story to tell.
ReplyDeleteLove lots,
Daryl (Little papasito) =)
My love,
ReplyDeleteNoah is wonderful bundle of joy and everyday with him is a new experience. Noah is a strong, smart and charming kid. He is a fighter and very loving just like you. God is great and I know one day he will help find a cure for him. You are a GREAT MOM to Noah and as well to Jaden. I will always stick by your side and will always be there for you no matter what.
Love you,
Chris (your husband)